Wednesday, February 18, 2009

i blog in bits and pieces nowadays. lots has changed since those days where i used to be really contemplative. when i used to think alot and post loads of more meaningful stuff. [relative to wad i post nowadays]

thinking metaphorically. have u ever felt that u know clearly that theres a path right in front of u. yet through your eyes of myopic vision with high astigmatism. all u can see is a blurred image near you and an even more blurred image ahead of you. because of that u stumble from left to right. u cant see wads coming towards you. your disorientation might even send u walking on in reverse. and because of that, u cant really walk the path thats been laid out nicely in front of you. or u take longer then u shud have without really getting there, without really getting it right. we are a generation lacking in vision. living in blurry images, erratic lifestyles.

vision is the compass of our lives, it sends us doing the right things, at the right times depending on the right people.
purpose without vision is purpose misinterpreted, misunderstood and wrongly assumed, taking you no where or a really long time to get there.

wads ur purpose in life?
wads the vision that accompanies your purpose?

knowing neither or knowing either is detrimental. dont u think?

impaired by blur-ness, blindness, darkness.

i guess we gotta get all this right.

i read this quote that we all know but its quite fitting for my current moment. 'an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind' anyway. i decided against seeking legal revenge earlier. its only legal cus all i had to do wad complain tactfully and he would get screwed. but i guess i didnt. funny thing was, while i kept ranting to everyone else, i actually felt good that i didnt stoop to his level, lest react negatively to his nonsense. the quotes like icing on the cake. so i decided to be more chill-y today. i still said some wrong insensitive stuff like over ten minutes ago, but its just me and me not using my brain sometimes and making statements u go 'shit i shouldnt have said that' awhile later. but we all live and learn. haha. i finally realise PJC's motto wasnt that silly after all. i guess theres some truth to it huh.

anyway. i dont think i ll be going for nights out today cus we have a stand by bed at 1800 hrs which is rather absurd to a certain extent. furthermore, i m not really meeting anyone tonight. actually was quite disappointed at the circumstances that have made it rather difficult to have a nights out and to enjoy it as well cus morale hasnt really been very high. dealing with frens hu have different mindsets and a load of admin work as well as saikang to do. worse of all. i think my knee is acting up again. tsk. ok. back to work.

|cowpoo| 10:49 AM|

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